mostly accused of disobeying, lazing around and denying responsibilities..i've only been prefect in one arena of my life so far and that's in being a teenager..
i have this predominant feeling in me that i understand almost everything, wherein, i actually know that it isn't really true...i guess, that's how everyone of my age thinks.
one phase of my life has come to an end..and there isnt really a going back. it hurts to think that i wont be going back to my school to see those familiar faces...i'll miss them and then move on..
actually, one whole year was wasted on fighting, bitching, making people feel small and conceited and what not? it was a struggle to drag "the good" to each one's side, it was a struggle to prove the worth, it was all about vengeance and win the war..and with those days went times we regret now...
it doesnt matter now..
we have, thankfully, gathered enough memories..im even taking few fights along...coz, it's called giving up on certain relationships...
i confess that i was a snob...over a year back, i gave importance to unimportant things and it led me into innumerable pains....days passed, i realised what bummer ive been leading myself into..i used to care about what people think of me..later, i understood that it isnt really about what people think about you..coz they ll talk as long as they get to know..more importantly, it's always about what ppl you know think of you..
yes, ive experienced backstabs, heart breaks and i have wished if everything was alright with me..who doesnt?
thousands of lessons learnt....
being lonely ... being alone ... for many people ... sucks. i get it, i get it, i get it. but still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn't honour the person you are is worse.
Life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with.
dont i deserve to be with someone who is nice to me?
eventhen, you are one mistake i'd gladly repeat..
the mean of my Life..
