See, it was all possible because of this one person- Michael Francis.
Only if he were kind enough to work up his guts a lil earlier in 2010 and ask me out! We would have been celebrating our second anniversary by now. Relationship anniversary, of course. Nonetheless, we will be celebrating that in 5 months time. =D
Although, it's been ONLY two years, as some of you may put it, we've come a long way. I've known him better than I've ever known anyone in my life and I guess, he's known me in a way no one has ever had. Except when we fight and behave like total strangers to each other. =D I totally believe that's sort of common, though.
We have had our fights....A LOT. We still do. Our lil angering-each other-sessions...the falling back, the jealousy, oh my god, sometimes that was so unbearable!
And even after all this, I realised, if you really wanted something, you could really make it work! as in, MAKE it work. Not by involving anyone, not by getting advices from anyone, by you, by just following what your heart says.
I guess, that's the main thing, really. If you want it or not. If you need him or not. I can cross my heart n say that I need him to every ounce of my life. This might sound like a cliche, but without him, things are going to be a lot different and not to mention, difficult.
Two years back, I had made up my mind to have a normal marriage and carry on a life of invisibility. Only, God had different plans for me. This boy, has changed my life forever. He opened me up to things I never saw, before. Only if he knew how much he meant to me. Yes, he obviously does know. But the depth? I wish he could see himself from my eyes. From my point of view. HE is that one person in my life whose brought so much happiness by simply being there all the time for me. Everytime something goes wrong he's there, right when I look for him, right where I look for him. He's been my strength, my power, my weakness .... my everything. He will be for eternity...
When I glance at him, I see this strong person created only for me.. and that very moment I realise how lucky I am to be with somebody who knows me in and out and loves me for exactly the same? I mean, how many people ever get to be with someone like that? It does take a lot of luck and in my case, God's been very kind.
Today, he was so worked up about "him being the right person for me or not". I wished a thousand times over if I could just rip my heart out and prove it to him that, this little thing in there is all about him.
I know its stupid to say I'm sure about this magic lasting forever, but I don't care. 'Cause I know, it will for sure last forever.
You know why? Fairy tales are meant forever and HE's my very own FAIRYTALE. <3
Together Forever and more. :)
Only if he were kind enough to work up his guts a lil earlier in 2010 and ask me out! We would have been celebrating our second anniversary by now. Relationship anniversary, of course. Nonetheless, we will be celebrating that in 5 months time. =D
Although, it's been ONLY two years, as some of you may put it, we've come a long way. I've known him better than I've ever known anyone in my life and I guess, he's known me in a way no one has ever had. Except when we fight and behave like total strangers to each other. =D I totally believe that's sort of common, though.
We have had our fights....A LOT. We still do. Our lil angering-each other-sessions...the falling back, the jealousy, oh my god, sometimes that was so unbearable!
And even after all this, I realised, if you really wanted something, you could really make it work! as in, MAKE it work. Not by involving anyone, not by getting advices from anyone, by you, by just following what your heart says.
I guess, that's the main thing, really. If you want it or not. If you need him or not. I can cross my heart n say that I need him to every ounce of my life. This might sound like a cliche, but without him, things are going to be a lot different and not to mention, difficult.
Two years back, I had made up my mind to have a normal marriage and carry on a life of invisibility. Only, God had different plans for me. This boy, has changed my life forever. He opened me up to things I never saw, before. Only if he knew how much he meant to me. Yes, he obviously does know. But the depth? I wish he could see himself from my eyes. From my point of view. HE is that one person in my life whose brought so much happiness by simply being there all the time for me. Everytime something goes wrong he's there, right when I look for him, right where I look for him. He's been my strength, my power, my weakness .... my everything. He will be for eternity...
When I glance at him, I see this strong person created only for me.. and that very moment I realise how lucky I am to be with somebody who knows me in and out and loves me for exactly the same? I mean, how many people ever get to be with someone like that? It does take a lot of luck and in my case, God's been very kind.
Today, he was so worked up about "him being the right person for me or not". I wished a thousand times over if I could just rip my heart out and prove it to him that, this little thing in there is all about him.
I know its stupid to say I'm sure about this magic lasting forever, but I don't care. 'Cause I know, it will for sure last forever.
You know why? Fairy tales are meant forever and HE's my very own FAIRYTALE. <3
Together Forever and more. :)
